If you could send a lot of energy my way, I would greatly appreciate it. I was married to someone and recently I found him inappropriately with my daughter who is 14. I was furious and wanted to kill him. He is incarserated(sp) now. Dont know how long yet. What he's done, its over so soon enough I'll be single again and enjoying my life with my 3 kids. My daughter says I can start dating again. LOL. Will have to see how that goes in time. There is no rush. Healing needs to be in process and in due time will I get into another long term relationship and then will see about another marriage with someone better and like me with same interest n possible same beliefs. Being able to like to do the same things in life. I know that "father" figure is empty now and that company I had is gone. So that part is kinda lonely. Sex is/was a plus. But now there is an emptiness that feels like it "needs" to be filled. I also feel like doin things and gettin out of the house and become active like I used to before I married this 'guy'. Get together with other like minds and do group things. That would fill the gap I feel missing. Dont know about the kids though. Possibly found a Unitarian Church. So many religions underneath one roof and it feels comfy knowing everyone is at peace with everyone's beliefs. Everyone learns each other and grows from that. I like that a lot!!!! Took kids this last time and they liked it. I still gota find one saturday to take my oldest son to a buddhist temple that is an hour away. He wants to go to their temple and see how they "worship". He got interested in that by watching "Avatars"..lol.. I'd be interested in seeing a temple as well. My other 2 have no choice but I think they might get a kick out of seeing a buddha temple. An adventure for the whole family.

Am now separated and soon enough will be divorced and single once again. I do like my free and alone time but I still miss that feeling of another around. hhmmm....more Spiritual growth! Also tune into my psychic ability that I have yet I might need assistance from/with someone...tho I love being around lots of trees n they r my doors to everything it seems. I think that is how my psychic abilities come into play more.. Cant wait for spring n summer just for the trees to be full once again. Bare trees have something with them too but recently I've been feeling that trees that are fuller have something more with their swaying and such. Bare trees will always have that beauty to me in some way. A certian bare tree (I think its oak?) "calls" to me and its like I "have" to look. Something happened at/by/on the trees. Though it's only certain trees that do that..Not all of them "call" me. Like someone was hung/burried/burned/etc. Anyway...that's just a part of me. Like others, I've got lots of different areas in my life. Another big part of me is LOVE!!! Will go into that another day...LOL..  ;o)

Greetings all!!!

Hhhmmm...what is in a name? Almost everyone has one. Should I think of one or should I keep my own for sake of arguement? Hhmmm...what to do? In all honesty, this name was the quickest that has ever came to me. Well 2nd name for that matter. I legally changed my name and my birth name derived from Guenevere so of course you got...White Wave... I've had that for years! Til in 2006 I really wanted something new...I thought for about a week thinkin of what I loved in life. Love, Life, Wolves, Butterflies, Era's, Native American, Celtic. Well it was actually in one day my first name came to me, almost 2 full days but it seemed rather quick to come to me in a way. Since I still have the Native American callin me and I had a STRONG Celtic wave callin forth to me, I started to look things up that are celtic. Any name whatsoever. Well, then I looked up Goddesses to see what there was...Reading a few of them and a few struck me. Couldnt stick with one and I kept pondering & pondering & pondering. Hhmmm...what shall I do? The good thing with all this was, it was Imbolc time. And which Goddess usually, typically gets called that is Celtic/Irish? Brigid (how ever you want to spell it, so many ways). So I thought n thought. Read her story and felt a connection some how...plus it kinda helps that knowing she was converted to a Christian Saint and I actually grew up Catholic...lmao... So I said to myself...y not? Brigit. Now how would I spell it to fit me? I thought up of so many ways and it still didnt stick... some how Cerridwen came into the picture and liked her traggic story and fell in love with her just as much as I fell in love with Brigit/d. So how do I intermingle these 2 names? O wait, I know...Bridwen! And the funny thing is, they both have the D in their name so I thought keep that D and kinda split their name into 2! Bri D Wen. I've got 2 names combined into 1! Check that out!!! LMAO.. So how to pronounce it? Bri = as in Bride... D is silent....Wen = as in when.

It fits ME from their stories and it does make me feel home in a way. I think half the time I feel both of them and the other half time, I kinda feel lost in a way. When I feel them, I feel ALIVE! When I dont, I feel like just another person on earth here, awaiting my time to pass. Living every day life as a norm. But when ALIVE, I know its my SPIRIT however, my SPIRIT is always active. Especially when I'm around trees. For they are my doorways to the GREAT DIVINE ~ Goddess & God! And LIFE/LOVE itself!!!

I also have a last name to go with it... I am fascinated by every ERA and I've never stopped loving wolves. Therefore....Erawolf. I also have been thinkin of a middle name that stands for butterflies...Native American names.. I've come up with many and NOT totally sure which one to go with...lmao...I dont care which tribe really... Then my FULL name WILL be done for now and hopefully many years to come!!! Course I could just stick with first n last name...lol...who knows..

O ya! Hi! How are ya? Glad you stopped by! You havin a nice day? I sure am! I'm lovin life! I'm a very spiritual person. I respect all 'religions'. I'm down to earth and fun loving. Old fashion yet open minded. I think differently. Positive. Caring and very loving. I love LIFE and LOVE!!!